Hey, I'm a Christian and I'm also a nerd. (I am male though). I can relate to having a strange fetish, though mine is completely different. I'm tuned on when girls pee. How's that for strange?

I can't explain why, but it totally does for me. I just find a woman peeing so arousing, the way it looks, the way it sounds, etc.

Hey, I am male and I am not aroused by male desperation at all. I am only turned on by female pee desperation. But yes, I have the exact same fetish besides that. I wouldn't worry about it at all =)

The only part that is not normal is not wanting do it with a partner, I don't know why you feel that way.