I'm kinda the same way but i only get turned on when he gets mad i think its cuz when he gets mad i think about what he can do to me like: do me harder,be way more aggresive and pretty much give it...

My sexual Desire is to have really really rough sex but unfortunately no guy knows how to be that rough,sooooo

Yes its normal I'm picky about who i have sex with because when i choose i choose the more aggresive guys cuz they usually give it to me rough the way i like it rough

No i liked the pain